I've been realizing for a while that I have just completely given up on eating well. With the move, the issues with the new house, then the holidays, I kept putting off getting back on track. All excuses. All unacceptable. I need to take care of me. This is not my body, but God's temple and I've desecrated it.
I'm currently reading the book Thin Within (thanks Jenn Barrett) and I'm loving it. I'm hoping it gives me peace.
Vacation was a reality check for me and the plan even before then was to get back on track after vacation. I don't fit in the exit row seats on an airplane. The seat belts don't fit me. I have to have an extender. This is just plain unacceptable. For my own sake, I need to take this weight off for good. I'm back on the www.fitteam.com plan which worked so well for me previously. And I have a membership at Clay Madsen Rec Center and will be exercising there. Jenn B. has agreed to be my accountability partner. I need that.
I forgot to weigh this morning, but I know I'm back up over 300lbs.
Here we go!
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